Thursday, April 30, 2020

Liam (Part 1 of a 2 Part Story)


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Man, did I get some reactions to last week’s “If Only….” Glad I could stir some memories for you.

This week, our story takes you to a northern New Mexico ranch to meet a couple of young men, one sheltered, the other experienced. Tell me what you think of Liam Spotsworth and Tommy Zachus
*****
LIAM

          I wished I was Liam Spotsworth, but I wasn’t. Liam was a curly-headed cowboy on the J-Bar-Z; I was Tommy Zachus, the ranch owner’s son. He was edging toward twenty; I’d just landed on eighteen. He was a man’s man; I was wary of them. He chased—and caught—women; I was afraid of them. I’d been raised on our northern New Mexico ranch; he hailed from somewhere in Montana and had been everywhere. I’d been nowhere. He was handsome—heck, he was beautiful; I was… just me.
          The summer of ’19 promised to be a good one. I’d graduated from high school—sure wouldn’t miss that 20-mile bus trip five times a week—and had opted for a 2012 GMC Terrain as a graduation present rather than a trip to Rome and Venice. Don’t know who was happier with my choice, me or my working pony, a pinto named Hopper. I drove that truck—that how I thought of the SUV—all over the ranch. Even herded a few ornery cows with it.
          But even better than that, I was teamed with Liam until I was scheduled to take off for New Mexico State over in Las Cruces this fall. Liam had only been on our spread for about six months, but he was a cowboy down to his boots and already knew more about the place than I did. And, heck, I’d been born here. Well, to be accurate, I knew the landscape better than he did, but he had more cow sense than me.
          By the end of the first week, we were down to talking about personal things. Liam stayed on the ranch for five days straight, but on Friday evenings, after he slicked up so he looked good enough to eat, he piled in his old ford F-150 and started on the ten mile trip to town. We didn’t see him again until sometime Sunday night looking a damned sight less slick and plumb wore out.
          No matter how late he got in, he was always up and at ‘em at first light Monday morning. Heck, I had more trouble dragging my fanny out of bed at that early hour, and like as not I’d stayed home the whole weekend. Then he’d spend the rest of the workweek telling me all about his previous weekend. I lapped it up, but I always wondered how he managed to do things like that to women. I mean, they were such prim things according to my thinking, but they sure didn’t come off that way in his yarns. The second week we worked together I couldn’t keep my mouth shut any longer.
          “Are you spinning me tales?” I asked right after him telling me what a rollicking good time he’d had with Marybelle Spinner.
          “Course not.”
          “That’s not the Marybelle I know. She was a year ahead of me in school, and she was the biggest prude in class.”
          He paused in tightening a strand of wire with the come along jack and looked me right in the eye. “She just needed a man to loosen her up a little. You shoulda done it before she graduated.”
          I felt myself go red in the face. “She… she was older’n me.”
          “So?” He paused again and fixed me with two eyes bluer than the broad New Mexico sky. “You ever been with a gal?”
           “Uh… sure. Dated a couple this last year.”
           “No, I mean ever been with a gal.”
          I figured my knees’d give way any minute now, and my cheeks would have fried a hen’s egg. “You mean done it with a girl?”
           He nodded as a smile broke across his handsome mouth. “Yeah. Fucked a gal.” He paused and the smile grew wider. “You haven’t, have you? You never landed one of them have you?”
          The hammer I was using to tack wire brads to fence posts grew so heavy in my hand I almost dropped it. My back pimpled so bad I thought my shirt moved. “Uh… not all the way. Not yet.”
          “Man, we gotta repair that hole in your experience.” He laughed. “How come you’re blushing?”
           “Dunno.” I had trouble getting that one word past my windpipe.
          To my relief, he let it go and we returned to stringing wire. Although I confess to snatching glances at him now and then. How would his big shoulders look while… pleasuring Marybelle? I admired the way his torso made a vee on its way to his small waist. I liked his hips flaring so they were wider than his beltline. What did those trim buttocks look like when he was throwing it to her? I had to quit thinking like that because it was beginning to show.
          We threw our tools in the back of Liam’s pickup and got in so we could move down the line to the next fence post. Like I always did, I scooted into the truck first so I could watch him slide gracefully into the seat. This time there was something different, and I gawked so much he caught me at it.
          “Sorry,” he said, adjusting his fly. “I guess talking about Marybelle got to me. Just ignore it.”
          I couldn’t believe what came out of my mouth. “Hard to.”
          He chuckled, removed his hat, and glanced over at me. “Hard. Yeah, that describes it, I guess.”
          I almost passed out as the next words came out of me without conscious thought. “I-I’ll take care of that for you.” Oh, man! Did my cheeks burn then. “If… if you want.”
          “You’d do that?”
          I willed myself to meet his gaze, noticing how his dark hair curled and looked like an unmade bunk. A handsome unmade bunk. I licked lips suddenly thick and slow. “For you I would.”
          “You ever done it for anyone else?”
          I shook my head so hard my thatch whipped around. Did it make noise like moving hay?
          “Just yourself, huh?” he pressed.
          I swallowed a lump in my throat. “Sometimes?”
          “Like every day, I’d guess.”
          “N-no. Once a week, maybe.”
          “You like it?”
          “Used to. Not so much anymore.”
          His smile sent my stomach plunging. “Outgrowing it, most likely.” He straightened in the seat and switched on the Ford’s motor.
          I was relieved… and disturbed. That kinda talk had been disturbing and… I don’t know, exhilarating all at the same time. But it was over now.
          We hadn’t moved ten yards when he clapped his hat back in place and said, “After the shift’s over, maybe we’ll mosey down to the pond and take a dip. Then we’ll see.”
          My stomach didn’t just fall away, it near disappeared. My heart pounded hard enough for me to hear.


          From then on, Liam didn’t even try to hide his condition. Sometimes he looked normal behind the fly, and sometimes he looked all puffed up. But for the last hour before we quit, there wasn’t any sign of excitement. So he’d probably forgot all about the swimming hole… and my offer.
          Finally, he squinted skyward and beat the dust from his hat against his leg. “We put in a good day’s work, kid.”
          Kid. He called me that sometimes. Other times, he called me Tommy. Wished he’d treat me like a grownup and settle on Tom.
          We stowed our tools and wire in the bed of the truck and piled in. My belly did it’s disappearing act again when Liam headed down to the pond. I was almost breathing normal when he parked along the shore. Our pond’s the only freshwater body of water on the ranch. Dad had dammed the one perpetual spring on the place years back and allowed a body of water maybe fifty yards across to build. Too bad it wasn’t near the house so we could all take a dip whenever we wanted.
          Slower getting out of the truck than Liam, he’d already dropped the blanket he grabbed from behind the seat, shucked his shirt, and kicked off his boots and denims while I was fumbling with my shirt. When he rolled off his jockeys, my legs dumped me on the ground. We were going skinny dipping. And the guy with me was as handsome as could be from top to bottom. I couldn’t measure up, but I couldn’t weasel out, either. He hit the water. So I finished stripping and scrambled into the pond, hoping he didn’t get too good a look at my skinny frame.
          When Liam heard my splash, he swam over to where I was and gave me that great smile.
          “I-I thought you forgot,” I stammered.
          He grabbed my hand and guided it to himself. “Does that feel like I forgot?” His deep baritone was throaty as hell.
          “N-no, feels more like an iron bar!”
          He laughed and pulled away to swim about twenty yards out before going underwater. I stood where I was and watched for him to reappear. But he didn’t. I’d started to fret when something grabbed me by the legs, and Liam burst up out of the water right in front of me, chest to chest, groin to groin, that iron bar probing between my legs. He rested his hands on my shoulders. I wished they were somewhere else.
          “Aren’t you going to swim?” he asked as he shook water from his eyes.
          “You bet!” I said, but I didn’t move until he swam away. Then I followed him across the pond and back, where he splashed up out of the water onto shore and spread the blanket on the ground. Water draining from him followed the contours of his muscles. I’d never seen anything so sexy.
          I crept up out of the pond, half ashamed of my condition until he turned to face me and I saw he was in the same state of excitement. Although his “state” outweighed mine, it wasn’t as bad as I feared. A shiver went down my back as his eyes raked me.
          “Nice,” he said.
          “T-thanks. But not as nice as you. You’re….”
          He sat on the blanket. “Aren’t you gonna come over here?”
          “Sure,” I gasped and got my legs to moving. I plopped down beside him as close as I dared.
          He lay back on the blanket, leaving his impressive condition totally exposed. I gaped, muscles frozen.
          “Well?” he asked. “Did you mean it?”
          “You bet!” I took him in hand. Stroking him gently sent such shivers through me I thought I was having tremens like Uncle Luke used to get after a binge.. Here was my idol, my Adonis, lying naked and submitting to me. Unbelievable. Wonderful.
          He pulled to his elbows and fixed me with those blue eyes. “Hey, dude. I can do that for myself. I thought you meant take care of me.”
          “I-I am.”
          “Not that way.” He reached out a lean bronzed arm, clapped me on the back of the head, and pulled me down.
          I only hesitated for a minute.


*****
Where’s this going? Liam has already woven his magic over the younger, more innocent Tommy. What more can happen? Check in next Thursday and you’ll see.

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Thursday, April 23, 2020

If Only….


dontravis.com blog post #386

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Nostalgia time again. See if my flash fiction piece below conjures up any memories. Let me know how you like it.

*****
IF ONLY….

          I stood at the window looking down on the city park. From my perch three stories above, the place reminded me of a massive playhouse. An expanse of grass—newly mown judging from alternating patterns of light and dark green—made up the carpet with gravel walks that resembled worn places in the pile. Bushes ranging from Gainesboro gray to plum purple provided walls, while tall, leafy trees made an inconsistent roof of sorts.
          The ceaseless movement of people intrigued me. Nursemaids pushed strollers holding their charges. Mothers and daughters sat on blankets while fathers and sons tossed Frisbees or balls. Maids and maidens sat on iron benches knitting, reading, or talking. The gleeful shrieks of children on swings and slides and seesaws faintly penetrated the glass pane. One man in a red and white shirt and a straw bowler walked around hawking identically red and white striped cartons of popcorn. Puffy clouds provided cooling shade before moving on to spill sunshine again. I imagined I could smell the arresting aromas of yellow and red flowers lining the walks. In the distance, a family of ducks paddled across a small pond.
          But it was a couple cavorting in a secluded nook provided by a thick burning bush hedge who commanded my attention. An unusual duo given the setting. Two young men—one with dark hair, the other with honey locks—looked on the verge of bursting into their twenties, at least as viewed through the telescope I customarily used to examine the night sky. Handsome and laughing. Pedigreed colts at play. Tickling one another and mock wrestling. Pausing occasionally to glance into one another’s eyes. A furtive hand moved here and there, setting off gales of giggling.
          Resting from horseplay, they sprawled side by side on their backs, one’s hand resting casually on the other’s chest. That did not last long. Nervous energy brought them to their feet to strip polo shirts from their torsos and cast them aside. Facing one another, crouched in opposition, Brunet used what looked to be a college class book as a football. Naked muscles bunched as he charged forward. Honey Locks intercepted him. It was, of course, merely an excuse to grapple, to feel, to experience. They ended up in a tumble, one atop the other. Both boys froze, and I sensed the moment had arrived.
          The fairer youth lowered his head, and their lips met. Through my telescope, I clearly saw fright or fear or indecision on the other boy’s features before he relaxed and accepted his companion’s intimacy. They parted, and Brunet shook his head. Honey Locks spoke urgently. I couldn’t read his lips, but there was no mistaking his message. He was proposing, his friend was hesitating.
          As I watched, the dark-haired boy’s eyes widened, and he nodded. An understanding had been reached. They rose, shrugged into their shirts, and collected their books. In the protection of the hedge, they walked hand in hand across the grass. As they emerged from their private glen, they moved apart to observe the conventions of society. In the grip of a ten-year-old memory, I watched them all the way out of the park.
          For a brief instant, that recollection from my own teen years almost seemed real. I was creekside with Johnny again. The skinny-dipping was over, and we lay on the sandy shore, allowing the sun to dry our adolescent flesh. He initiated horseplay, and I reacted like the boys in the park, participating, enjoying it, experiencing a deep thrill that I didn’t understand. And then he kissed me and took me in hand.
          Panicked, I pushed him away. Shook my head. He said nothing, merely looked hurt and dressed in silence. Something was lost that day. Something precious.
          “Charles, are you ready?”
          I turned to greet my wife dressed to the nines for our business reception that afternoon. I smiled, but I’m certain it didn’t reach my eyes. That only happened when eight-year-old Carolyn bounced into the room, dolled up in her mother’s mascara and blush.
          “Look, daddy. I’m like mother. Am I pretty?”
          Sweeping her up in my arms, I experienced the familiar tug between what was and what might have been. Love versus regret. Trade offs ruled our very lives.
          “Pretty as a picture, honey.”
          I glanced at nature’s playhouse outside the window and couldn’t resist a thought.
          If only….
  
*****
I don’t know about you, but I have a few “if only” moments in my life, one particularly powerful that I don’t understand to this day. All I know is that  I wish I had reacted differently. Would it have cemented a relationship or destroyed one? I’ll never know.

Let me know about some of your “if onlys....”

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Thursday, April 16, 2020

The Drama Club-Part 3 (The Chameleon- Finale)


dontravis.com blog post #385
  
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Well, it’s make or break time. We left our two players last week in the loft over the stage at Thespian Hall saying thing and making promises that might have hidden meanings. Let’s see what happens next.

*****
THE DRAMA CLUB
Part 3: THE CHAMELEON (Finale)

Opening night was a howling success. The actors and singers and dancers brought more patrons than old Thespian Hall could handle. It was standing room only. Jarrod watched from above as Brett paced the wings nervously before the opening. Precisely at eight o’clock, Jarrod pressed the switch that brought up the curtain and hit the first of his light settings. No one was on stage, a gaudy, revolving light show opened the show. It received an ovation.
Brett danced like a pro, drawing the best out of his fellow troupers. The chorus never hit a sour note, and that was almost true of the solo acts. Jarrod’s heart nearly burst with pride for all of them. And he turned his magic loose in the last act, almost overpowering the finale with his bursts of color and light and shade and dizzying swirls of bright hues. The crowd was on its feet for curtain call after curtain call. When Ms. Atherton called him out of the superstructure for a bow, Jarrod came down the rope in the full view of everyone.
At the cast party afterward, Jarrod was as an awkward and ungainly star. The actors and the dancers and singers were supposed to be receiving accolades, not a lighting director for cripes sake! In a way he liked it, in another way, it embarrassed him. As soon as he could, he slipped away, thinking he would go to bed.
Instead, his feet led him to Thes Hall. He used his key to enter from the rear and walked across the boards of the stage. It was dark except for the background lighting he always left burning. His footsteps echoed hollowly. Momentarily, he relived the previous giddy hours, then realized that he was blue. The greatest night of is life and neither Rick nor Kahn was here to share it. Rick wouldn’t have understood, but Kahn would have. Desperately, he wished for the Asian boy. He could almost feel his golden presence.
Climbing the rope, he sat in the easy chair and stared down at the semi-dark stage. Thoughts of Kahn and memories of Brett dancing athletically across the stage stirred him, but a sound from below stayed his hand. Brett walked out of the darkness and paused in the center of the stage. He did a short tap and flippantly waved to the loft.
“You left too soon,” he called.
“Aw, that’s not for me.”
“Loner!” Brett accused.
“Chameleon!” Jarrod shot back. They both laughed.
Brett came up the prudent way, on the ladder. “You know I oughta be tired, but I’m not. Too keyed up! I feel like dancing!”
“Dancing! You’ve been dancing for hours.”
‘Yeah, but I wanna hold June close while we move to the music. You know, slow, old-fashioned dancing. And I want you to come too.”
“Thanks, but no thanks. Maybe some other time.”
Brett walked to the radio and snapped it on. “No way. We’ll have another lesson or two and then we’ll go. Won’t take no for an answer. Tonight’s no time to be a hermit.”
Before Jarrod could protest, Brett grasped him by the hand and pulled him to his chest. “Remember what you learned last time?”
‘Yeah,” Jarrod managed to get out, remembering the two of them standing pressed together intimately.
The number was another slow one. Jarrod worried as he started to react to Brett’s warm body but decided to hell with it. Brett ignored his condition if he was aware of it. Then the music haunting, sad. This time it was Jarrod who put his arms around Brett and pulled him close. It was he who pressed Brett’s head in the hollow of his own neck. His hands slid down and cupped Brett’s buttocks. He spread his stance so that Brett danced between his legs. Rampant. He pressed against the dancer’s groin. Once again, Brett had  one one of his chameleon shifts, he  drew his head back; causing Jarrod to lift his. Those strange, magnificent eyes caught the faint light in the loft. Jarrod leaned forward, fitting his lips to Brett’s. Jarrod sensed the other boy’s shock, but Brett did not pull away. Continuing to move to the seductive music, Bret slowly softened his lips and parted them. Jarrod’s tongue brushed the enamel of his teeth, then forced their way inside his mouth.
Brett moaned and surrendered, allowing Jarrod his way. Moments later, his responded, entwining, thrusting.  The song ended and something wild came on, but they ignored it, continuing to shuffle slowly, arms about one another. When they were at the edge of the mattress, Jarrod disentangled, and laid the other boy on his back.
“You’re strong,” Brett murmured. He still seemed to be somewhere else, but that ended when Jarrod started pulling Brett’s sweater over his head.
“Jarrod, we can’t!” But he raised his hands, and Jarrod saw the naked torso of his friend for the first time. It wasn’t a jock’s torso like Rick’s or a gymnast’s like Kahn’s, but it was long and lean with finely defined muscles… a dancer’s torso. Brett continued to mumble as Jarrod undressed him.
Brett’s torso was hairless; his bush, brown with reddish highlights in the dim light. Jarrod lay beside the other youth and placed a hand across his chest.
“If you really mean no, Brett, tell me now.”
Brett turned his head and looked at him. “You won’t like me anymore.”
Jarrod didn’t answer. He leaned over and kissed Brett deeply. Tenderly touching his lips to Brett’s forehead and lids and cheeks and nose and chin, working his way slowly down the long, smooth body. Brett lay motionless, allowing Jarrod his way. Then, with a sigh, he stretched his long frame and scissored his legs. His hand found Jarrod’s head and rested there as Jarrod worked over him. All too soon Brett gasped and rose to meet him with his hips as he reached orgasm. Long after it was over, Jarrod continued to caress the spent boy’s torso.
Eventually, Jarrod rose to his knees, a little afraid of the dancer’s reaction. It was nothing like he expected. Brett reached for him, hesitated a few moments, and then reciprocated. Jarrod closed his eyes and imagined Rick and Kahn, before opening them to view the reality of Bret working to pleasure him. The sight was more than he could stand. He exploded. He remained as he was on his knees savoring the maagnicifent moment, aware of Bret’s hands stroking the inside of his thighs.
Neither said a word as Jarrod rose and strode to his small bathroom for a rag and warm water. Brett lay with an arm across his eyes while Jarrod washed him clean. When they were both clean, Brett made as if to rise.
“No!” Jarrod said, pulling him back down on the mattress and covering them with a soft blanket. “Stay awhile.”
“Didn’t think you’d want me to,” Brett said shortly.
“Why not? Why would you think that?”
He didn’t,” Brett said after a pause. “There was only one. A guy back home. Grew up with him. Though he liked me, but as soon as he came, he was gone. Never was the same between us after that.”
“I’m not like that, Brett. I want to be with you. Will you stay awhile?”
“If you want me to,” Brett said, settling himself more comfortably. “Are you sorry we did it?”
“No! I’ve wanted to since last year.”
“I don’t believe that. You were too wrapped up in Kahn.” Jarrod’s surprise must have been evident. “I suspected. Like I said, Kahn was up here a lot. And…well, I could understand that. He was a good guy. What I couldn’t understand was Rick.”
Jarrod’s mouth dropped. “You knew about Rick, too?”
“Yeah. But only because I was interested in you. As soon as I saw you, I thought about my friend at home. But Rick was such an asshole, I figured you must be too. But Kahn was a good guy, so maybe I was wrong.” A hand rubbed Jarrod’s chest lightly. “I was wrong.”
They fell asleep after an hour of sharing feelings and getting to know one another. In the deep of the night, Jarrod woke to find Brett watching him through those strange eyes. Uncertain… he hesitated. Until Brett smiled and reached for him once more.


*****
I guess Jarrod’s junior year is going to be a good one. Seems like Brett is a keeper. His reluctance was more of a fear of rejection than unwillingness. Apparently, an older boy back in Brett’s juvie years used him and then threw him away. Oh, well, we’ve all been there, haven’t we? And it worked out okay for Jarrod... and I hope for you.

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Thursday, April 9, 2020

The Drama Club-Part 3 (The Chameleon-Episode 2 of 3 Episodes)

dontravis.com blog post #384

Courtesy of Needpix.com
I’m willing to wager Jarrod’s found the guy he wants, but has he made a mistake? Bret’s a song and dance man, but he seems to be straight. Let’s see what happens this week.

*****
THE DRAMA CLUB
Part 3: THE CHAMELEON (Espsode 2)


Jarrod was satisfied with his modifications to the lighting by the time try-outs came around. He had one iron-clad rule, he never used his lights to try and influence Ms. Atherton for or against anyone; he did the best for every would-be actor who trod those boards. As Thes hall slowly filled, Jarrod discovered that Ms. Atherton wasn’t completely loony. She’d located some pretty decent talent among the music classes and choruses on campus.
Brett auditioned for the leading male role and did a good job. He had a pleasing tenor that was clear and true. He didn’t hit one false note in the song he auditioned, one of the hardest numbers in the play. There was another tenor who was as good as he was, but no one could touch Brett when it came to dancing.
After auditions were over, Jarrod sat in his easy chair and watched the stage slowly clear. Man, he’d have to be on his toes for this one. Most of the time, he set the lighting for a scene and that was that. Not so, on this one. He began to get excited over the prospect.
He heard Brett hit the bottom rung of the ladder. “How’d I do?” he asked when he emerged onto the platform.
“Dead heat singing. Blew them away dancing.”
“So what do you think?”
“Atherton’s got one problem,” Jarrod said. “Does she pick the best male lead or one that’s more on a par with the female lead? If there was a girl as good as you, she’d snap you up in a minute. It’s probably going to be Miriam, and she’s no clumsy ox, but she’s not up to your speed either.”
Brett frowned, something he did very handsomely. “Makes sense. Well, we’ll have to see.”
“Can you teach her?”
“Sure. I think she could be pretty good.”
“You willing to put in some extra time with Miriam?”
“You bet! And I’ve got rhythm tonight. Let’s dance! At any rate, let’s start teaching you,” Brett added. “Only problem is you’ll learn backwards. Well, I guess I could switch,” he seemed to be talking to himself, leaving Jarrod wondering what the hell he meant. He found out when Brett turned on his tape deck and found some music he liked. “Two-step. Basic. Come on! Let’s dance!”
Jarrod was awkward and reticent, but he soon found himself enchanted with the idea of dancing with this hunky guy. He liked the way their legs touched and enjoyed the feel of Brett’s strong grip on his hand and arm across his shoulders. When he’d trip on his own feet, they’d end up groin to groin.
“Okay,” Brett said after a few minutes, “now I’ll be the woman.” They did some sort of switch and Jarrod found himself leading… sort of. After awhile, he wasn’t doing all that badly, and they were dancing closer, more naturally.
A slow blues number came on, and Brett switched again so that he was back in charge. “Ah, this kind of song in a dark club with your gal so close there’s nothing between you…it’s heaven!” He pulled Jarrod hard against him. Their noses almost touched, and Jarrod looked into the most amazing eyes he’d even seen. Hazel, but they weren’t. They were blue green with a myriad of other colors in the iris…brown and black and gray. How had he not noticed them before?
“And when it gets late and you’re a little loose from the booze, it gets like this,” Brett said, pulling Jarrod’s head to his shoulder. He released Jarrod’s hand and put both arms around him, guiding them with his hips. Jarrod could feel the heat of Bret’s groin against him. In spite of himself, he began to react. The music wailed on, and Jarrod found his hands crossed behind the other boy’s back at waist level. They shuffled slowly, the music weaving a spell over them. Jarrod’s hands moved lower. Boldly, he put them on the boy’s buttocks, pressing their groins even tighter. Brett said nothing, simply continued to sway with the music.
The song died in a long, sad note, and Brett roused himself from its trance, stepping away suddenly and smiling ruefully. “I-I get carried away sometimes. Sorry.”
“Don’t worry about it,” Jarrod forced the words through a tight throat.
Silently acknowledging it was an awkward moment, Brett snapped off the tape deck and made his excuses. Before leaving, he grasped the rope Jarrod used more often than not to come and leave the loft.
“Might as well learn to come and go like you do.”
Jarrod moved quickly, staying him with a hand on his arm. “You learn to go up first. Then you can go down.”
“Oh. Thanks. Wouldn’t want to break a leg for real and give it to Blue Balls by default, would I?”
As soon as he was alone, Jarrod turned off the lights in the loft and stretched out in his chair. On impulse, he reached over and turned on the radio to another blues number. It wasn’t the same song, but it helped capture mental images of the last half hour. He reached orgasm recalling his head on Brett’s shoulder, arms around one another, groins joined.


Brett got the the male lead, and Ms. Atherton built the show around him. He was by far the best dancer in the troupe, and the drama coach simply used the female lead as a prop in the difficult numbers, putting her to the side, tapping her bare leg seductively while Brett danced his heart out. It worked.
This show was different from any Jarrod had worked on before. By the end of rehearsal each night, he was exhausted, and the actual performances would be worse. He moved constantly, changing spots, blending colors, slipping a filter in here and out there. And then there was the special lighting that sent bursts of color across the sets, at times only inky black curtains against which his lights created the scenes. Several times at the end of rehearsal Jarrod saw Brett glance up and smile. Jarrod waved back, pleased by the acknowledgment, wanting desperately for the handsome young man to come up, but realizing they were both too tired to cope.
The cast took a one-day break before final dress rehearsal, and that afternoon Jarrod noticed the rope he used to climb into the loft was jerking and swinging wildly. He peered over the edge to see Brett struggling about to haul himself hand-over-hand. More than once, he though Brett would fall, but the dancer doggedly kept at it until he was within reach. Jarrod dragged him the rest of the way over the ledge. Brett lay gasping on the floor.
“Dumb.” Jarrod sighed. “That’s all we need, our star breaking a leg before opening night.”
“Yeah,” Brett panted. “But at… least… I did it!”
“But you’ll leave by the ladder. Or better yet, by the freight elevator.”
“Take…you up on that.” Brett struggled to a sitting position. “Damn, I’ve got the legs for it, but you don’t use them much going straight up a rope. Need to work on upper body strength, I guess.” He patted his chest. “Build this up some.”
“Looks good to me,” Jarrod said.
They spent an hour or two talking about the show, making suggestions for improvement, commenting on how the female lead had improved.
“Man, you’ve done wonders with the lights. Worthy of a Las Vegas production.”
“Naw, but it’s pretty good for an amateur effort.”
“Think you’ve gone beyond that,” Brett countered. ‘You’re something, Jarrod. Everybody says so.”
“Yeah, but nobody can agree on what!”
“You don’t mix much, do you?” Brett said in one of his chameleon changes. Lightning fast and deadly accurate.
“Naw. Usually pick one guy to buddy around with. Kind of a one man… guy,” he finished slowly. How did that sound to a straight guy?.
“Loner,” Brett said. “I can dig that. But when are we going to go dancing? June can get you a date if you don’t know a girl who likes to dance.”
“Not good enough yet. Only had one lesson.” Jarrod wasn’t sure, but he thought Brett blushed slightly.
“We’ll be too busy until this play’s over, anyway. We’ll see then, okay?” Brett said.

*****
Oh, my! Jarrod's beginning to pant. The play's about ready to open and he hasn't made his move yet. When will he do it? Tune in again next Thursday.

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